Unsettled.

Many things happened in many ways and many times. After a half of my days are over, between upper and lower eyelid trying to survive. "when I felt like I couldn't breath".

When my mom was not support me again. When my friends began to feel uncomfortable with me. When everyone showed me who they really are.

Another way of life...
When I felt I've done what I could do, they blamed me because of one thing.

But someone reminded me how I should be stand and fight for this. Prove that you're not like they said. 

One thing is certain why lately my life become unsettled, because I'm so far from Allah SWT.